I certainly hope all of you had a wonderful and merry Christmas! Box Day is no time to rest from my throwing back on Thursdays! Looks like I am still on the same theme this week too! Feedback is welcomed and appreciated!
(Original post date/time: 2004-12-10 19:40:00)
Looking for my King
Cafe au lait or dark coco skin
Never too late to begin
Searching for love within
And I grin
Thinking bout a peace divine
I need some piece of mind
I think it’s about time
I got a love sublime
From a man so fine
And he’s mine
Somewhere in this universe
He’s searching for me first
With a line so rehearsed
That it hurts
Because we’ve been apart so long
It’s like a sad love song
God why you do me so wrong
And keep me all alone
But I got to hold on
And be strong
Trying to live God’s plan
And wait for my TRUE man
And try to understand
If I can
How God has us arranged
And has us pre-ordained
And with Christ’s Blood stained
Part of the chosen
From God never stolen
Someday His face beholding
So I wait for my betrothen
Keep on praying
So he’ll know I’m not playing
Listening for words he’s saying
Wishing he’d stop delaying
I deal with stress and strain
Bit I’ve got to maintain
These thoughts inside my brain
So… if you have been following along for the past few months, then I’m sure you noticed as I did that there seems to be a definite theme to the recent throwbacks… I was kind of on a love trip of some kind, eh? Well regardless… as always feedback is welcomed and appreciated! :-)
(Original post date/time: 2004-12-10 12:02:00)
There is that moment
of seeing that someone
and not knowing anything about them.
Yet, there is this attraction.
The distraction of the eyes
that winds it’s way deep into the mind.
And I feel this way.
I saw the outer and it was good.
With time more and more to see
of a simple light
that is small but strong and grows.
I saw the attractive outer of brown skin
of I think Aztec origin.
The cut of the frame
as it held the garment
and felt curious.
I am bold with my ember
and try to see if I can set it to spark.
But the spark does not ignite.
Still there is this.
and learn more of the person
behind the attractive exterior.
And it deepens slowly this attraction.
Deepening at the knowledge
of poetry and art,
the sensitivity of the heart,
the quietly wild and dangerous part.
So different from me and yet the curiosity grows
And continues to grow
Well hello there readers! Another Thursday to see what I was thinking poetically speaking nearly 10 years ago…
(Original post date/time: 2004-12-06 13:59:00)
Waiting for my husband
Waiting for you
For you to find me
Trying to be patient and faithful to you while I wait
But I don’t now how much longer I can contain
This burning desire in my flesh is tightening its grip
I pray to God so hard to keep me
Please hurry and find me
I need your love
And your companionship
Let’s be real
I need your sex
So here I am
Burning in my sleep with dreams of you
And what we will do
On our honeymoon
Wow… It’s Thursday again already? Well then I guess it’s time for another flashback for a throwback! I am copying and pasting this directly as I posted it in my livejournal. Not sure what I was thinking with the ALL CAPS but hey, it is what it is. Feedback is welcomed and appreciated!
The “Perfect” Man
(Original post date/time: 2004-12-04 11:55:00)
JET BLACK CROWN
NATURAL HALO FLOWING ROUND AND ROUND
CREAMY CARAMEL CAFÉ AU LAIT
THEN THE TRULY FANTASTIC WAY
ALL OF THE THINGS WE AS CHRISTIANS DO WRONG
KILLING ME SOFTLY WITH HIS POEM
SHARING THE JOURNEY OF CELIBACY
TRYING TO HOLD ONTO CHRISTIANITY
TO KEEP WORLDLY INSANITY
FROM HIS BED
TELLING THE STORY OF HIS JOURNEY’S QUIRKS
I CAN TELL THAT HE KNOWS THAT FAITH WITHOUT WORKS
EVEN THOUGH TO THE WORLD HE MAY SOUND ABSURD
HE UNASHAMEDLY TELLS IT IS BY GOD’S WORD
REACHING HARD FOR GOD’S THRONE TRYING TO BE NEAR IT
LISTENING FOR HIS FATHER’S VOICE HOPING TO HEAR IT
I CAN SEE IN HIS EYES THAT IT’S BY GOD’S SPIRIT
HOPING THAT GOD WILLS THAT THIS MAN IS FOR ME
AND EVER AFTER WE CAN LIVE HAPPILY
IN GOD’S WILL RAISING A FAMILY
AFTER GOD LEADS HIM TO PROPOSE TO ME
AND WE WED